silly girl.

first time ever I feel like I don't need to censure myself. you know, kinda.
like he isn't afraid of me, and what I might do or what I might like.
gosh, who knew, right? so. fucking. much.

it was like a switch turned and then i like him so much!
just like that. every fucking thing he says. it remainds me of n. but better.
(oh so much better)

funny about this bitch thing thing. guess i should have seen it coming.
still, way too happy tonight to care. really, how cute is he?
and when those little shiny pieces come through, fuck.
and the way he got totally mad. (how dumb am i? omg.)

well, just said it, totally sixteen tonight.
but also in a bubbly, quirky way.

tomorrow night has to be perfect. and there are just soo many things to potentially fuck it up, it should be fun.